OK..  so I'm feeling quite stupidly depressed today.  Went to Exeter with Jo & Tanya last night to see Athlete.  Just as we were about to go in, however, I got the onset symptoms of a full blown migraine, and had to bug out.  Started feeling better this afternoon, and now i'm up and about.

So that pissed me off to start with.  I phoned my parents this afternoon, which was, as usual, really frustrating, coz I couldn't be myself, not really.  

I currently have less than zero money, so I'm stuck in my craptacular flat with only myself for company - ok, so I try doing all the things that make me feel better (going online and chatting, reading stuff, watched a film etc etc..), but I'm just still feeling really depressed, and dare I say it, more than a bit lonely.  Bugger, now I sound like a total loser.  

It's times like this when I wish I had a steady boyfriend..  you know, someone to lean on when u feel like crap.. unfortunately, meeting new people often involves going out, which, in turn, involves spending money..  which I don't have.  Also, the Gay scene around here is abysmally insular and cliquey..  Theres,like, 1 club, 1 bar and that's it..  Besides, I hate the generic music and chavvy style, which is all they seem to like.

Anyway, just thought i'd spill all that on here in a vain attempt to feel better..  **sighs**

So, if any of you know any single, attractive, fun gay guys, let me know, huh!