Well, I'm still alive.. This is my first post in absolutely ages, cos i've been kinda busy..
Lots been happening, made loadsa new friends and generally had some serious laffs...
Anyway, here's some pics from the last few months which u may find amusing!! :
[Sis, I think Dad may have a heart attack if he saw any of these!!] :
We had a "Rockstars" Party.. I was Madonna.. That's Tanya with me..
I made some new friends.. Top left: Carly, Mike, Dave, Me; Top Right: Carly, Mike, Me;
Bottom left: Sadie, Me; Bottom Right: Me, Carla
...got dressed up a lot!!.. (Pirate, Mad hatter, Tart etc..)
Had a brief fling.. (with Stevo.. lasted approx 2 weeks)..
Generally enjoying life !!
Hope u r all well!!!
- Where Am I?:Still in Torquay!!
- How do I feel?:
bouncy - What am I listening to?:"Rollin'" by Limp Bizkit
Hehehehehehe..
These were all taken quite early, so not everyone got a pic.. but MAN what a party!!
- Where Am I?:TQ
- How do I feel?:
sore - What am I listening to?:Rocky Horror!!
Hey people!
Once again, I've been lax in my blogging duties for ages, so I thought I'd just say what I've been up to.
Well, my sister got married, and I was best man.. Only a small close family sort of wedding, tho', which was nice..
Also, I went to Spain on Holiday... .. This is Nicole & I at Xativa castle near Valencia..
More importantly, while visiting my parents in Spain, I finally came out to them, which was, frankly, terrifying!
I think it might take some time to come to terms with it, but at least they didn't disown me.
Oh, and here are some pics from last night.. went out with Sam and some random guys and got quite wasted!!
Ok.. first pic is (L-R): Papi, Sam & Stevo in Blu Cargo, second pic is Sam in Mambo's, Third is myself & Sean (who is REALLY camp) in Mambo's..
Top left is Layla, on Mambo's balcony, Top right is Stevo (sexy as hell, but unfortunately taken!), and lastly (a little blurry), myself, Stevo & Sam on Mambo's dancefloor..
I feel rough as hell today, but it was a good night!!
- Where Am I?:At Home, recovering..
- How do I feel?:
chipper - What am I listening to?:The White Stripes
So I'm going to Spain in May with my good friend Nicole. We're gonna stay with my parents, which should be entertaining to say the least..
I'm singing in a band now.. we're called "The Hollow League", and we've got a MySpace page : http://www.myspace.com/hollowleague
Went to Rockys recently & had a fab time..
Oh, and here's a pic taken recently of Jo & I:
She thinks it's cute.. :)
- Where Am I?:New Flat
- How do I feel?:
cheerful - What am I listening to?:Seven Days in the Sun by Feeder
The finals will now be next week.. I can't wait!!
- Where Am I?:Spinning Wheel Inn, Paignton, Devon, UK
- How do I feel?:
cheerful - What am I listening to?:Sweet Home Alabama by Lynyrd Skynyrd
Online again! Yay! I've moved to my new flat, and just got my broadband set up!
Jo isn't very well atm, but hopefully she'll be ok by saturday (she's the one taking me to this party).
Danny has FINALLY finished his novel; he's currently reading it through and will send me a copy to proof read soon.
Stevie has decided to stay in New Zealand for the time being.. **sigh** I really miss her and Stu sometimes.
My sister is getting married in June!! Yay! The only downside to that is that my parents and grandmother will be there.
Oh, I've found a new, bigger, apartment! I'm gonna be moving in on the 20th! It's really nice, much more space, new carpets etc..
I went to the Karaoke again on Monday (sang "Bat Out of Hell" and "Holiday") It seems to be becoming a regular thing,. anyway, there was this guy there who was with some friends of friends, and he was Really cute... didn't get his name though, and I don't know if he even noticed me much (see my point above) :-(. Definitely gay tho'. Who knows, he may be there next week :D.
Anyway, that's about it... I'll try to get some new pics up soon!
- How do I feel?:
restless - What am I listening to?:Bat out of Hell by Meatloaf
- What am I listening to?:A Farewell To Kings - Rush
Also been invited to some parties.. One particularly good one on 16th Feb.. it's a Valentines party, hopefully packed with fit guys.. ;-)
So, all's good! Yay!
- How do I feel?:
chipper - What am I listening to?:Green Day!
OK.. so I'm feeling quite stupidly depressed today. Went to Exeter with Jo & Tanya last night to see Athlete. Just as we were about to go in, however, I got the onset symptoms of a full blown migraine, and had to bug out. Started feeling better this afternoon, and now i'm up and about.
So that pissed me off to start with. I phoned my parents this afternoon, which was, as usual, really frustrating, coz I couldn't be myself, not really.
I currently have less than zero money, so I'm stuck in my craptacular flat with only myself for company - ok, so I try doing all the things that make me feel better (going online and chatting, reading stuff, watched a film etc etc..), but I'm just still feeling really depressed, and dare I say it, more than a bit lonely. Bugger, now I sound like a total loser.
It's times like this when I wish I had a steady boyfriend.. you know, someone to lean on when u feel like crap.. unfortunately, meeting new people often involves going out, which, in turn, involves spending money.. which I don't have. Also, the Gay scene around here is abysmally insular and cliquey.. Theres,like, 1 club, 1 bar and that's it.. Besides, I hate the generic music and chavvy style, which is all they seem to like.
Anyway, just thought i'd spill all that on here in a vain attempt to feel better.. **sighs**
So, if any of you know any single, attractive, fun gay guys, let me know, huh!
- Where Am I?:My stupid, crappy apartment
- How do I feel?:
depressed - What am I listening to?:None - too depressed
Anything by The Birthday Massacre or Shiny Toy Guns. I'm speechless at how good this music is..
Slash and all its weirdness!!! :=]
Prince of Tennis - Japanese Anime that is just about the Gayest thing in existence.
Leather Bangles and Bracelets - I just can't get enough of these at the moment for some reason! XD
Rude t-shirts - because I'm going through some sort of "shock people" phase!
Angel - Because Boreanaz is soooooooo hot. (not to mention James Marsters)
So there you go... a little glimpse into my head! :)))
- How do I feel?:
energetic - What am I listening to?:Blue by TBM
Finally finished working at 2.00 Xmas day. If I ever see another turkey, it'll be 2 billion years too soon. Might actually have some free time now.
- How do I feel?:
exhausted - What am I listening to?:Le Disko by Shiny Toy Guns
Had a wisdom tooth out today. I hate dentists :=( Going to take Nicole to the gym tomorrow. Bet I can't keep up with her!
- How do I feel?:
grumpy - What am I listening to?:You are the One by Shiny Toy Guns
- How do I feel?:
refreshed - What am I listening to?:Mother Earth by Within Temptation
Went out to a straight club last night with Jo, Tanya & Grace. We visited a club called "play", which is the current name for a venue which, over the years has had many names. And Unbelievably, they still play the same cheesy music, along with Banging dance tracks (which, really, I hate). eg bloody "Living on a Prayer", "Summer of 69" and "Don't You Want Me Baby" were all present and correct. Now I remember why I can't stand those places. ANYWAY, we dance like idiots and generally had a lot of fun, until I got fed up with some mad girl who wouldn't stop coming on to me, even after I told her I was gay. Got home at 3.30am, Jo stayed over and we crashed almost immediately. Then I had to be at workfor 9! So what an Immensely fun day I've had, trying to stay awake and focused. Anyway, here's a pic:
Grace (left) & Jo, gurning at Woody's, Torquay.
- How do I feel?:
drained - What am I listening to?:Summer of 69 - Bryan Adams
- How do I feel?:
contemplative - What am I listening to?:Tiny Dancer - Elton John
Here's a link to a charming TG comic i found, called "Between the Lines"
Great stuff!
